Thursday, August 2, 2012

meditations in pink

We are halfway through the year and I can't help but be astonished at where my life is at today. November 2011 I left a job after 10 years for a new opportunity, which lasted three months. Two days after my new job became history, the universe dropped a new gig in my lap that has allowed me to travel to the other side of the world and see a part of the Philippines few westerners will ever see. I realized that the creative side of me has been in hibernation - rarely coming out, and when it does it seems to be such an effort. I am constantly antsy about something and can't seem to settle. My doctor suggested meditation. Because I never seem to enter any new venture lightly I read as much as I could, tried it, found led meditations on the internet....and...well....I just suck at it. I peek at the clock every 20 seconds and my brain is busy thinking of a thousand things because I am sitting down and have the time to think! So maybe meditation with my camera is in order...trying to get that perfect shot and then making it work.